Have been a week after the interviewer unsuccessfully call me. Thanks God, just now, and just now, we communicated.
Although the expected salary is being complaint "set too high", and they cut down the salary to at least 30% of it, but still thanks, God, at least both parties (me & interviewer) have a chance to know each other.
Not sure will I being call for the next interview, but please God bless me, have a chance is better than nothing.....
A lot of opportunities is just in front of me and I know that just one more step and I will be one more step further to create 1 more milestone of my life.
However, those opportunities just can't come to be realized as I will be requested to help others (in fact, they still say "You are not salvage").
The main driver of my mind is lost, and I am driving to no where.
I am deflated, been so long time I wish I can refocus back to who really I am. Too sad that it still haven't come back- "Where are you, please come back, baby".
Numerous action has been taken to find myself back: Sleep, work-life balance, exercise, read
Life needed to be continued, "I need you, my heart". Worst case, go for medical treatment, but is that help?
Changing environment needed? If the 2nd call interview isn't show up or being wiped off during the 3rd round of interview .....
"Sometime a good cry is just what you need to release all the hurt you have build up inside"- From Unknown
Then let me cry, let not make me be a machine with no feeling.
